ello,my name is joshua.i carry an ectoplasmic look during class,my friends call it dao-ness.it's actually called a face.if ur grades sux,then we have alot in common. school:tampenis put on diapers at 2/3/1994 wants: a miracle to happen.good grades(who am kidding)

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a pillar of support shattered,a charismatic leader gone.a bolster for the establishment departed,a passionate visionary lost.faces change and people change.we are the ones to experience the changes.it's like being in the middle of a whirlpool,the eye of the tornado.everything else just whirls past us,while we watch from the center of the maelstrom.as we age both in the experiential and physical sense,we venture further away from the middle,our sanctuary.soon,we bcome a composition of the destructive windstorm.just a whoosh,and we're gone.nothing is indispensable.we wont be remembered in the ages to come.50 years down the road u ask a kid from your generation"hey u remember Joshua?" he replies with a "the fuck is that?". so whats the point?what can i say?we live a litigious age.only people like Albert Einstein will be remembered.people like him who have such an impact in the lives of millions.u ask a guy,"u know einstein?" he replies,"eh?the motherfucker who made the bomb that killed millions?yeah i remember that dipshit."apologies if i'm not making any sense,i never do.sorry folks if i seem quite the pessimist today.its hard to be all joyous about a report book with lines all over.i tell my parents my phy results only they tok alotta cock,so i dint bother telling them the rest.

fri was sian,got ncc aftr schl.then lessons were mundane too.played cards in class.

sat was worse.tio scam 22 bucks going for some spooktecular Halloween shit at sentosa that wasnt scary.go with tan,shan jin,ben,zheng hao,hui yao glenson and some guy i duno.go inside,everyone scream like shit,ran around like shit,and step on my leg like shit.after that,my leg pain like shit.shit la.think i broke a nail.we practically finished the whole thing in 10 mins.22 bucks,for people to step on my legs and scream their lungs out for 10 mins.after that go the mrt there buy thing sit down eat alot.bought the taiwanese sausage.and some thai bee hoon.thai bee hoon not nice.then after that take mrt back to pasir ris.me tan and glenson walked to down town east see the halloween special there.only 17 bucks and it was a fucking lot better then sentosa.then we walked around abit,slacked awhile.then tzr go home,me and glenson go whitesands sit down for a drink.legs all dam pain sia.bought a double chocolate,glen bought sprite.then i see glen finish le,dint want to keep him waiting,so i bought the fries(my sister asked me buy) then we left to go home.i was halfway home when i realised i left my double chocolate at mac.shit.went home anw.bathed slept.

Labels: we grow with each experience.but is each experience neccessary?

COLLECTING REPORT BOOKS TML. WAH FUCK. i'm booking a slot in the yio chu kang cemetery hor,u all dont come and take my space i tell u.GL and gdnite people.



failed 6 subs,passed 2.did atrociously for the fye.fucked up chinese which i actually studied for.well,i got promoted tho.life has given me another chance to fuck things up again.it's kinda like how we live to die.how ironic.now facing the prospect of screwing up my O's considering my weak fundamental and conceptual knowledge of all my subjects.now the looming prospect of my o'levels has reached my threshold of equanimity.well put it simply,i'm freaking fucking out.i THINK,i may have to start studying,or i can seriously start finding suppliers for the newspapers i'll be selling in the near future.i'm not quite yet the ungratifying sort.so i'll study hard.thats not to say i wont be playing harder tho.at least i can now heave a sigh of relief knowing that i've been promoted.

today was okay.pretty eventful.got the cip thingy,then got chinese thingy oso.school seemed to breeze pass me today.there was this thing and that thing,then before u know it,amos,ws and tan were at my house playing dota. amos playing dota that time we kah chiao him like siao.damned funny.now sitting by my loneseome self in front of the computer,enjoying the occcasional cool breeze brush against my face,i'm thinking whether the crazy old bitch of a neighbour living 1 floor below me is ever gonna shut up.i wonder whats wrong, maybe she is finding it hard to sleep, or she just noticed that she is still unattached. Must be really stressed huh, so when it reached her threshold of tolerance, screaming like an old witch seems appropriate. " Wa, cb, wei she meh wo dao je yang lao liao hai mei you stead." or " Wa, knn, AH Huat ah, kuai dian lai gan zou na ge kazua(cocroach) lei". poor lady.poor me. gonna bathe now,prolly post another lot of crap later if i feel like it.

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i'll find repose in new ways,though i havent slept in two days



looking back now,i realize 15 years of my life has gone by rather quickly.tis is a milestone to achieve for some people.hoping that they have done something worth remembrance or something to look back on and think"hey! thats quite an achievement". then reflecting now i realize that "hey! i havent done fuck since i entered this shitty schl" yeah,aside from being sent out of the music room every lesson in sec2,thats not something everyone can do.i used to think that i'd done things worth recognition.but no.i seriously dont think i have.i think i actually cared about stuff like studying,and being worried about poor results.right now,i think somewhere along the way i stopped giving a shit.not just about studies,abt everything.i think its cus no matter how much i try,the effort i put in isnt proportionate to the results i get.oh well.but hey,jus cus i'm not worried about getting bad grades dosent mean that i dont wanna get good grades,so i'll tryy.should try to be more optimistic i guess.how?i have no fucking idea.think of good things,eat green veggies,and drink less coffee,see if that works.off to try studying bio.bye peeps.haveanicelife.

Labels: dont treat people too nicely cus they wont remember a fucking shit about it.seriously.