ello,my name is joshua.i carry an ectoplasmic look during class,my friends call it dao-ness.it's actually called a face.if ur grades sux,then we have alot in common.
school:tampenis
put on diapers at 2/3/1994
wants: a miracle to happen.good grades(who am kidding)
looking back now,i realize 15 years of my life has gone by rather quickly.tis is a milestone to achieve for some people.hoping that they have done something worth remembrance or something to look back on and think"hey! thats quite an achievement". then reflecting now i realize that "hey! i havent done fuck since i entered this shitty schl" yeah,aside from being sent out of the music room every lesson in sec2,thats not something everyone can do.i used to think that i'd done things worth recognition.but no.i seriously dont think i have.i think i actually cared about stuff like studying,and being worried about poor results.right now,i think somewhere along the way i stopped giving a shit.not just about studies,abt everything.i think its cus no matter how much i try,the effort i put in isnt proportionate to the results i get.oh well.but hey,jus cus i'm not worried about getting bad grades dosent mean that i dont wanna get good grades,so i'll tryy.should try to be more optimistic i guess.how?i have no fucking idea.think of good things,eat green veggies,and drink less coffee,see if that works.off to try studying bio.bye peeps.haveanicelife.