ello,my name is joshua.i carry an ectoplasmic look during class,my friends call it dao-ness.it's actually called a face.if ur grades sux,then we have alot in common. school:tampenis put on diapers at 2/3/1994 wants: a miracle to happen.good grades(who am kidding)

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so jinson and i went cycling today, rained like fuck so we stopped at laguna and ate. alot. well i admittedly did most of the eating. gonna get the dumb bells from jinson tmrw, tyjy. continued cycling to the end of of east coast, jinsons antique looking bicycle's pedal came off, so i was assigned the cumbersome task of pushing him back to his aunts house, single handedly. lite-fucking-rally. homed after that,reached about 7 plus 8. ate dinner, played resident evil on ps3 and now blogging. at......1:13.

while eating at laguna,jinson said that felt like deja vu. so i've decided to touch on that topic alittle.

deja vu, for those who are unfamiliar with the term, refers to that feeling of extreme familiarity, at any event. this is an unexplainable phenomenon, which makes me feel like pulling my hair out even more, whenever this shit happens. deja vu is french for" already visited". obviously u can make the connection. i've tried finding out all possible reasons at to why deja vu occurs, all of which are ambiguous. its just freaking annoying whenever it happens because i know that it could'nt possibly have happened before, so why the sense of familiarity? if theres one experience i dont mind having deja vu of, its seeing the chick from my dream. seriously, who the hell is she.
geez...hope i see her tonight.

do not believe in fate. there's no such thing. If fate existed,
then everything would be preordained,
just waiting to happen,
and if u know that something is meant to happen,
then theres no need for hope,
if there's no need for hope,
there's no need for faith,
if there's no faith,
there's no religion,
if there's no religion,
there's no god,
if there's no god,
there's no me,
no me,
you wouldnt be reading this.

Nothing is "meant" to happen. u make it happen,its ur life, u make it happen.

Whats the meaning of life? the purpose of life? philosophers, theologists and scholars have cracked their head over this. well i think those dumb fucks have wasted more than half their life trying to figure out why they live.

im a 17 year old,with only a o'level cert,pursuing a diploma, and i can tell you whats the purpose of life.

the purpose of life is to live it with a purpose.

THE MEANING OF LIFE?
whatever you want it to be.

you can google this, but i guess confucious was too busy searching for the meaning of life to turn on the computer.

PS: dont compare your life to others, you have no idea what their journey is all about.

goodnight people, over and fucking out.

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