ello,my name is joshua.i carry an ectoplasmic look during class,my friends call it dao-ness.it's actually called a face.if ur grades sux,then we have alot in common. school:tampenis put on diapers at 2/3/1994 wants: a miracle to happen.good grades(who am kidding)

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hello world. its been about a year i think...since i last blogged. wow, how things have changed. i cannot BELIEVE im here again. the last time i was updating my blog i was still studying for o'levels. now, i've been to innova,appealed to nyp and got in (thank god), made new friends and thrown away old ones. typing here is like....looking at the power ranger toy u havent seen since u were 7 or like finding the sec 1 emaths homework that u were supposed to hand up.

all im saying is that, when u look at two very different point in your lives, the first thing u think about is the change in between. then u look at the guy in the mirror and go," how the hell did i end up here?"

This post is dedicated to my sec school life. well, i've managed to ski past four years of my life, got away with vandalism( put the soldering iron in the computer CPU), stole drinks and wang wang's from the drink stall, do 24 pull ups(fuck yeah), and survived mr hafiz's lessons even managing to sleep without getting caught. yes,what u have just read is prolly the most proudest achievements in my sec school life. quite pathetic i know, but thats me. i'm grateful for the friends that i've made, however temporary, and blessed for those that i still have. if there's one thing i can say after the four years of my secondary school life, it is this. That i wouldnt trade it for anything, and that i wish i could do it again.

okay, so this is about todays outing :) went out with jinson, tan, weeisiang and debbie. met at 3, went to sakae sushi and almost died of sushi overdose. had some good laughs but now i cant rmb what they are about. then went to LAN. l4d2 was epic. i teamed up with debbie and still survived. how crazy is that right? yeah then we walked around t1 and tm...yadda yaddah...bought hi chews...yaddah yada...went to toys r us to relive our childhood memories..yadda yada..went home and blogged about it.

that was the boring bit, heres the interesting bit for you to chew on. lets talk about something meaningful. say..human relationships. no, not that cheesy romantic shit that makes u quesy and whisper "awww",right before your mom slaps u for being a pussy idiot. relationships with people u like and dislike.

the very first thing u need to realise is that, no two persons idealogy or personality are interlinked. when two people have different perceptions, and their ideologies clash, there is bound to be conflict. why do u think we have the cold war, and the cuban missle crisis? ( history and ss much?haha)
anyway, its not the conflicts thats the problem. its how u solve them. either u deal with it by confrontation, which might lead to more conflicts but eventually acceptance,
or you leave. when u leave,its simple, just have these two things with u, ur integrity and ur dignity.

dont ever,ever let others make your choice for you. "i am the master of my fate;the captain of my soul" anyone tell you otherwise,tell them fuck off.

this is for the oppresed and broken hearted. cheer up world :)